To save Brendon and most of the people in my life from having to deal with my quarterly breakdown, here goes:
My back is killing me. It hasn't hurt like this in years, and I can't figure out why. Its like my vertebrae and mutinying in different directions.
My teeth are rotting out of my head. Graphic, I know, but I don't have health or dental care until August, so I'm kind fucked until then.
I make absolutely nothing! My paycheck has gone down almost 400 dollars thanks to the bankruptcy at New Century. This sucks because I have to pay for my car, my house and then hopefully have money left over for food.
Eating junk food has caused me to gain weight. I can't afford all the good stuff, so I have to buy the shit, and hello poundage.
My mother is making me move all my stuff out of her house. The great question of the year is, where the fuck and I supposed to put it? Its not my fault I live in an apartment. Southern California has done a great job of making it impossible for Brendon and I to be able to afford to get married, get a house, or even get out of debt. And before you say it, I can't afford to move to another state. Then, there's starting a new job and not having health insurance for another three months.
I feel like just breaking down. I almost did yesterday. Its just so much shit at once. This time three months ago, I had a great job and felt like I was actually accomplishing something. Then someone had to fuck up big time in accounting and there goes my job. I hurt everywhere, I feel like crying, and I"m trying to figure out where the fuck to store this shit I'm taking home from my mom's house.
Just Fucking Shoot Me.
Okay, so Heroes fans...this is kind of a spoiler. So, I'm trying to get down all the people who are alive and dead going into the final episode.
Hiro's girlfriend (red headed waitress)
Peter Petrelli (well, alive now)
Dr. Chandra Suresh
(Mohinder's little sister)
(that guy Matt was hired to protect, guy with diamonds)
Metal melter guy
Girl with super hearing
Someone with frost powers
Half of New York ?
Sulu/ Hiro's dad
Claire's real mom
Please tell me who I missed...I'm going off drunken memories. I started watching Heroes about halfway though the season at the insistance of my roomate and boyfriend, so I may have missed some one.
So, I'm sitting on my mom's couch for the second Tuesday in a row. I was laid off from New Century Mortgage Corporation last Monday. Can I just call a spade a spade: Mongolian Clusterfuck and a half. It was...interesting to say the least. First, our paychecks were mailed to us, when they told us that they would be deposited directly. Hmmmm, interesting. Then, they gave us a job fair; I got a job interview today. I didn't go...I did some research on the internet last night and it turned out that it was a Scam company. Pretty much Mary Kay for Vitamins. Oh, and right now, I'm sitting on my mom's couch trying to find out who the father of Anna Nicole smith's baby. Oh how the mighty have fallen. Oh, and this Ismus guy is in really hot water for calling a basketball team "nappy headed ho's." He's pretty dumb. However, my mom has taken to calling our dog by this somewhat affectionate nickname. I'm writing a porn with my boyfriend. He's been working with a guy to film and edit a porn. Yes, I told him that it was okay to do this. Actually, Brendon was hesitant and I told him he HAD TO DO IT. I'm one of those whack jobs.